qinyinstitch

leftout

2009-03-02T20:51:00.003+08:00

i HATE to feel left out.
why i m always the last to know everything? i hate it too
do i even exist? you all can just walk pass me not even saying a hi. what the FUCK.
who is the one with attitude?
i realised that we don't have a common topic because i always feel that you all are talking in your own "language" which i don't understand? i chose to keep quiet as i dun border to ask cause i m too tired of doing that.
i know you all are gossiping about me after we went separate way but i dun care as long as i don't know.
no matter how much i change no one ever notice.
for whatever i do, i get no one notice and no one care.
i love to joke around and i wish to bring laughter to all my friends but seems like noone appreciate.

WHAT WRONG WITH THIS WORLD?

sad

2009-02-02T20:43:00.011+08:00

was editing my blog and
here they go again. always about money money and money.
anyway mummy i will stand at your side cause i love you. muacks! be strong

change my blog song to 月光. very nice i love this song.
won 4D! i bought 1809 ibet. this number is combination of my number and his number. haha. 10 bucks only

triptomalaysia

2008-12-18T12:54:00.030+08:00

went to malaysia on 11.12.08 with my family, haven been going out of Singapore with them since i join nursing cause of the different holidays that i have. we took a night bus up to bentong and reach there at 8 plus 9 in the morning on 12.12.08, this was went the FUN began.

DAY 1 (12.12.08)

so from bentong we took a small truck to jeram besu. -the place is like a camp site something like outward bound- we check in at 10am and went for a small briefing about what will be happening for this 3 days. we were arrange to go for jungle tracking with a big group ppl from the church for our 1st trip. we were told to gather at 12 noon and we took a van to the destination, we took our lunch before setting off and the lunch they packed for us sucks lor!

having our lunch!

while waiting for everyone to get ready.

setting off!
before setting off the instructor did a small briefing saying that what we shd not be doing if this or that happen. safety first!

it was the beginning only. everything seems fine to me!

walk pass alot of nice scenery, waterfall especially
from this picture to the next picture i do not have any photos cause we have to walk thru all those jungle path way. the fun part is when we have to walk across a river with strong water currents, we were suppose to hold a rope and walk from one end to another, i almost fracture my angle because there were alot of rocks in the water, it was really a good experience crossing that river. continue walking thru the jungle pathway that they have created, i was damn afraid that there will be snakes la! the worse thing is that i wore a slipper there which makes me taking a hard time climbing those muddy small hill, almost fall alot of time luckily my dad was behind me pushing if not i will fall to death. haha. there was once we have to walk this muddy place and at the top there was one instructor trying to pull me up but i lose my balance and i grab onto his leg, he then quickly grab onto the tree beside him if not both of us will fall together. later i decided to walk bare foot cause that will be easier but i was told to wear back as it was dangerous. finally after 3 hours of walking we reached.

after this stairs

this is what i see.

all of us did it! YEAH
we went to play at the waterfall and the water is super cold la. i did not go down cause i dun wish to change afterwards, i would rather go back and bath. haha BUT one of the instructor kept on splashing water on me and ending up like this

all WET!
after all the climbing we were all tired and that will be the end of the day. took a van back to the camp site and wash up. super DIRTY lor! have dinner and went to lalaland very early cause damn tired.

actually we can take a van up to the waterfall but the purpose is for us to have some taste of going thru all those trees and mud and when we reach the top everything will seems to be so wonderful. 先苦後甜.

DAY2 (13.12.08)

the programme was 4WD Adventure, Cave Exploration and White Water Rafting. have our breakfast and leave the place at 9am with another family. first we did 4WD

on the 4WD waiting for it to move.
the 4WD went thru rocky path way, muddy road and cross a small river. i hold very tightly on to the handle cause i m afraid i will fly out. haha ! alot of banging here and there making me full of blue black on my legs and some scratches on my hands. all the pain was worth it because it was really very very fun. the truck took us to a waterfall.

me and my bro..

mummy and papa

yes! i m going down this time

testing water
brr.. water super cold

my papa pushing my bro to the waterfall.

i was happily sitting on the float and suddenly my brother attack me from the back making me flip over from the float and into the water. the water super cold lol!

air drying myself before leaving the place. have some small cuts by the stones in the water:(
we took the same path back to the starting point and went for our lunch -a better one-.
next Cave Exploration..

before entering the cave the instructor told us not to shout names or what scared the ah piao will come find you.

pic not very clear. but this is inside the cave.
the cave damn scaring lor! is dark and i have to shine it with touch light to see what is infront. we were told not to shine eslewhere only what is infront of u. we have to crawl under and crawl into a small hole to reach to the other end. it was super scary did not really want to climb cause is very dark and small plus i m afraid there will be snakes BUT in the end i crawl thru. is super dusty inside lor! there is bats inside and we were told not to open our mouth when looking up.haha -i wonder how bat shit taste- the journey was about 45 mins and it leads us back to the starting point again.
after the cave we went back to camp site and wait for the next activities which is the rafting -i have been waitin for this-
but before the rafting my bro and i got a chance to play flying fox. is free from the boss. hehe
weeeeee

getting ready for flying across the river.
next will be white water rafting.

wore life jacket and helmet and waiting for instruction

yeah! so excited

learning what to do when we fall into the water.
we also practice on capsizing. very fun!

off we go after all the practices. i m on the blue boat.
we paddle down the river and went thru some fast current. my father fell into the water during one of the current, luckily he grab onto the instructor and got save, it was a good experience falling into the water actually.
it was not as challenging as i tot i would like to try something more challenging. :)

carrying the boat to the car and i tot it ended just like this....
but NO! one more to go..

this is the most challenging part, will really feel like flying off the boat. haha and my mummy fell into the boat.

tata it ended.. fun things always end very fast.:( more pls. after rafting went back to bath and wait for dinner. spend my night with taidi and zzzz quite early. all those activities really makes me damn tired.

DAY3 (14.12.08)

before setting off we took pic with one of the instructor.

outside our room

the place.

last day went to see deer and ride elephant. nothing fun much today. let the pics do the talking.

the deers waiting for the food

i feeding the deer.

they really hungry yea! jump onto my mummy.

they stand to get the food.

my papa telling them no more food.

sun bear

papa sun bear.

32 yrs old elephant

riding the elephant

2nd time on a bigger elephant

baby elephant.

from here we end our 3 day 2 night.

overall it was very fun and i got to do things that never try before. anyone wants to go i can bring you there!!!

Next station will be kutan cherating. will update soon. wait pls!

2weeks

2008-11-21T22:14:00.010+08:00

haven been blogging for 2 weeks, so today going to dump everything into a post. :)

school was as usual but nowadays reach home quite late because everyday after school we will stay and play tai di, there will be lots of laughter when we play. when time is up we will then go home together and talk all the way from par paris to jurong. haha. very talkative right?

finally finish watching Avatar: The Last Air bender, it took me two weeks to complete 3 chapter 20 episode each.. it is a nice anime that i will recommend. there is this character name appa, it is damn cute la.

PS: he might look a bit weird in this pic but he is really cute in that anime.

14NOV08
Friday chee chee gang celebrated my birthday, it was quite obvious cause they have been discussing in front of me.. hahahaha. they also discuss that they want to throw powder on me cause i dun like powder but luckily they did not cause i dun no how will i react when that happens. after school they gave me the presents, there was two one of it is a big stitch cup and the other was a monkey piggy bank. we went for lunch at mac and bowling after that. wei xuan came later, when i have finished my bowling throw i turn around and i saw her holding a very cute stitch soft toy, was very happy and i tot that will be the end of surprises. after a while angie holds a cake and stand behind me, i did not notice until ameer say look behind and i turn and tata 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY'. ate the cake, finish our last few throw and off we go for pool. really thanks to all chee chee members.:)

15NOV08
i turn 19 today, one more year and i will be 20. today spend my day at Q&M did not wanted to get off cause i want to earn money and i dun wish to stay at home. i was thinking how will anqi and boyfriend celebrate my birthday or did they forgot about it? but i knew they won't. haha. at round 8 plus when i m having the last patient of the day kb came in and talk to me and offer me her left over drink(jkjk), did not expect her to come. she came in with her new jacket and wanted to show me, so i walk out and have a look at her full body and then wl duck walk in and sang happy birthday very loudly, i did not know she came and have been squadding down lighting the candle all along. haha. receive a letter from them as a gift was touch my the words inside and i think this is the best gift i have received. thanks for giving me such a surprise and i will be returning one soon but ALONE.:(

i enjoy my birthday this year is full of surprises and i receive lots of presents, i ate 3 cakes in two days which makes me feel so fattening. i almost forgot my birthday as when ppl get older we won't remember isn't it but thanks to all whom have wish me and those that makes me remember this day forever.
thanks ah fu for your tortoise. :)
thanks angie, kwee mei, chee keong, wei xuan, ameer, haik, ying ying, nevel and umar for the celebration on friday. MUACKS..
girlfriend thanks boyfriend for giving me that surprise.. haha
da dong thanks anqi for that letter that you give really very touching.. friends forever.

angeline

serene

qinyi

together we will be

friends forever!

today went k box at orchard was my first time there and i love that place as it was much clean and the remote control are in better quality compared to je. i finally found the book that i have been wanted all along, i m so happy that i forget about shopping. the book is in chinese so i think i will need about a few months to finish the whole book.. haha. i think i will end here and start reading my book. BYE!

did i change the way of looking at you or you have changed?

basketball

2008-11-03T21:32:00.006+08:00

YES! finally got a chance to watch a basketball match today.. ITE EAST VS ITE WEST! was hoping to see dunk or some brawls but none.. the worst is i never bring my spectacles so i can't hunt for handsome guys. whahaha.. from my blur blur view west 9 looks not bad looking and he played well too, heard that he can dunk but he did not. east was chasing their score from the 2nd quarter but the score seems to be getting further apart, till the forth quarter towards the end they starts to find their momentum and start to get balls into the hoops but is too late, the game ends with EAST lost to WEST by 30 points. yup! that it. o! just realised that west 9 have the same number as my mr. 9.
anyway 9 all the way.

was not very happy yesterday cause kana scolding by that F**king person. so what if i sit infront of the computer the whole day? why you care when you don't even ask and care about other things? when did you start to notice others and not yourselves? what you want me to do after your scolding continue to sit infront of the com or walk back to my room? i choose to walk back my room and you say that ppl say you you not happy. then what you want me to say or do? continue to sit infront of the com and watch my video or quarrel back with you and you will come infront to slap me? one day when i m ready to move out this house i will definitely fight back.
useless creature. sunday suxs.

last tuesday wanted to go ice skating for ladies night with kb and wl but when we reach there it is under renovation so we went to eat zhi cha sat down and chit chat. we were quiet compared to the past when everyone starts to cut in when ppl is telling their stories, i like those days. maybe we lack of someone who have endless stories or maybe everyone is just too tired or maybe no mood because of the renovation? hope this won't happen the next time and i will try to talk more yea! i was thinking to recruit more ppl the next time but after some tots i think that is not a good idea cause i only speak freely and everything with kb and wl. haha touch? when imm after that:)aiya forget to take pics. remind me next time horx.
'girlfriend' love you 'boyfriend' and da dong miss anqi!
friends forever

actually kb, jo and me was going escape on 27th oct because is a public holiday and would like to bring our china friend to play, was so excited and we took a cab down, in the cab we were chit chatting about what to play and dare anot but it start to rain heavily when we reach there. all of our mood change and we decided to eat at new yolk new yolk and sat there to chit chat again. we went to play board games after eating, it sound stupid but i think is very fun and i love it. i would recommend if you have no where to go with your friends. haha.. we made a promise to go out on the next public holiday. YEAH!
one word to say 'FUN'

anyone interested to play paintball looking for friends to play.

friendsforever

2008-10-27T12:16:00.010+08:00

school starts for two weeks and i love it. i m glad to have those chee chee gang with me, i look forward to go to school everyday but my time table sucks cause lesson starts at 8am almost everyday which means i have to wake up at 5.30am. haix. life still goes on

last week class was rather quiet due to half of the class is retaking their 'O' level. chee chee gang is getting smaller too everyone seems to be so moody and quiet but for me i m quite happy cause my father went africa for work and my house seems to be so much peaceful and less tense, life without him just rocks. haha! too bad he came back on sunday morning:(

have a quarrel with my class advisor last wednesday due to some reason, but i did apologise afterall she is the one who decide where i will be posted for attachment. (although i did not think that i m wrong.)

friday was my mummy birthday and we bought her u zap and it cost us 398 bucks, this is the first time we buy such an expensive gift. my sis and i went to jurong point to buy it, while waiting for the person to wrap the present we have a leg massage.. we went sakae sushi after that. yummy yummy.. at round 9 plus 10pm my bro came back and we start the usual routine which is singing birthday song and tada the gift!!! she was very curious as the gift was very big and kept on guessing what was inside. she cried when she open it, she came and hug us, dunno why just feel that this few months she have been thru alot and i understand so i starts to get teary too. anyway hhaappyy bbiirrtthhddaayy ttoo yyoouu!

my grandma turns 90 yrs old this year and all of us (mother side) went to her house to celebrate on sunday. saw all my cousins which i have not been seeing for 5 months, was a small gathering after my aunt death. my sis and i was late and everyone look at us when we step in, super pai seh lor! my uncle and aunt say i have grown taller but at this age i dun think i will still grow ba. haha.. ate our lunch there, sing a birthday song and took a photos. ya! that is the gathering we had.. the next time will be new year..
imagine 10 years later my ah ma will be 100 yrs old and i will be 29 yrs old.. hope we still will be meeting by then.:)

mp3 spoilt:(

when i start to forget you and almost delete your contact in my phone book, you gave me a message that makes me think why shd i let go.

somanythings

2008-10-10T02:42:00.000+08:00

really got alot of things to say but very hard to put into words..

FRIENDS
doing very well with my friends that i knew this year but not the previous few years.. i really trusted you so much that you will turn up but you NEVER! this time worst with NO reason not even a sms and is clever for you just not to answer your hp and house phone. are kb, wl and me that not important then your colleagues? you might be tired after work so won't WE. is every month once that difficult for you? maybe i should just use this sentence that i always use on someone: " luckily is just only 6 years" but to me 6 years means alot. is hard for me to say it to you, is not just friendship alone anyway i dun think you understand my feeling now.. angeline shd know! kb school starting soon just wish we still have time to meet up just me you and wl and maybe wing. this are the few sporting leftovers. :( anyway i have been remembering kb not to forget me when she goes ploy maybe after making new friends i will be left aside.. will I?
what i want to say is that i never regret knowing you(kb) you are the one that i can cry too, talk too, make fun at and lots more. i can't say that i know your everything and you know my everything but we will one day yeah! enjoy sch..

FAMILY
this few month so many things happen. is really hard for me to forget everything.. all this makes me so weak.. sometimes i really feel like crying but i dunno who to look for at home. why are all this happening? money really means alot this few month my parents are always quarreling about money money and more money.. we are not poor cause both my parents earn a few K but someone just don't wish to give the money. HE only think about himself and not others by giving a few part of his salary and want everything to fine for that whole month.. do you think the amt is enough for 3 kids and one grandma? SHE still have to add on 2 times of what you give. WHAT THE FUCK.. now everything increase and the allowance she give is really not enough.. luckily i did found a job so i can pay my everything.. now i spend 1K plus on my braces and i left with not much money.. i tot a kid job is just to study and not to be worrying about money? as a father dun tell me you can't see all this.. your money are all thrown into the road for you to run.. yar running is healthy but do you have to go overseas to run too you won't earn you know.. why not you give us the money?
no love found in this home but i need you all to support me and be my side when i need you all. :)

RELATIONSHIP
one more couple appear into my life.. seems like everyone is getting attach so happy for them:) when can i have mine? you really make me very tired waiting for you! i might say it tons of time that i want to GIVE UP but why can't i forget you? I HATE YOU...

crazy is the word my friends describe me but i wish my life can be more HAPPIER?

tears

2008-10-09T11:58:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging for such a long time. no time is just an excuse. i m just too lazy to type my password and enter to this page.. was reading KB blog just now and she ask me to update my blog so i did.

BUT
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i dunno what to type.. there is so many things in my mind
I WANT TO CRY! can i?

iwantmoreholidays

2008-07-06T22:27:00.000+08:00

today is my last day of holiday.. so sianx.. and the worst thing is tmr my sis and bro are having youth day holiday and i have to go back to school.. :( is so unfair..
anyway 2 weeks never update blog so will be summarizing everything today..
240608 meet up with jo and joyce to makan.. jo just came back from taiwan and she remember to buy my dvd so happy.. we have a long talk cause we haven be meeting up for a long time.. so happy to see them and wish to have more chat time next time.. see you all 2 months later..
250608 went malaysia with joyce to shop shop, only buy 2 clothes and some magazines.. wanted to buy shoes but did not find one that i like.. i want more money i want to buy alot of things..
280608 which was 2 weeks ago, i went pulau ubin with my secondary school friends.. is a very small gathering as there was only 4 girls and 4 for boys.. that day was very hot and my friend brought us around pula ubin for a cycling trip.. buttock damn pain la cause cycle for at least 2 hours plus.. haha.. then went to terminal 3 to walk walk and look look.. there was a lot of laughter that day and i which to have another gathering again.. yea! -pics below-
290608 went out with angie to bugis.. we walk around bugis street and later i brought her to ice monster to eat ice.. then wei xuan came and join us in the later part.. we step into newbie and stay there for quite sometime as wei xuan can't make up her mind to buy the clothes.. 3 of us bought the same brand and wore it the next day for chalet.. hope kwee mei will be able to join us next time.. meet my mummy afterwards to buy handphone.. and i got the phone that i wanted.. yes! ;)
from 300608 to 010708 went for chalet with some of my classmates, have bbq at night and card games till the morning.. was quite happy cause i won quite alot of money but was in pain cause i step onto a charcoal that was on the floor and i was barefoot so i got burn my the charcoal.. when i reach home the next day it got infected till now.. haiz.. more of this gathering pls! -pis below-
the rest of the day was working and watching videos.. now i m watching ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni.. a chinese drama.. i recommend this show.. very nice and touching..
pics time!!!

pulau ubin!!!

on the boat to ubin..

girls and boys

group photo

terminal 3

angeline serene me and zi yan

me and kb

photos and photos :)

we took alot of photos at the same place.. haha

outside ntuc waiting for the guys..

smile.. kb and wl

daniel lor!

chalet

while waiting for the chalet door to open

still waiting..

more and more..

ah keong

my best buddies in school..

will the next 28th comes?

qns

2008-06-27T00:00:00.002+08:00

01. What's more important? Money Or Love?
money of course.. got money means everything
02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?
not really.. only when it hang
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
alarm clock rings, press snoozes and when back to sleep..
04. When did you last cry?
few months back.
05. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
bread.. but i dun't really like peanut butter.
06. What do you want in your life right now?
to be able to earn lots of money.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
i love to walk in the rain.
08. What is your favourite thing to have on your bed?
stitch and my blanket.
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
basketball pants.
10. What is the nicest text in your inbox say?
my handphone is not with me now.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
why shd i.. simple will be good
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope..
13. What was the last movie you caught?
kongfu panda.
14. What are you proud of?
can't think of any.
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
not too sure.. hp not with me
16. If you have a chance to migrate where will you migrate to?
australia
17. Do you have any nicknames?
alot.. latest one is bodybuilder.
18. What does your last received text message say?Who was it from?
serene: where are you?
19. What time did you do to bed last night?
2am.
20. Are you currently happy?
yes!
21. Who gives you best advice?
angeline ba..
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
ee. no.
23. Who did you talk to on phone last night?
none. sms only.
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
is gathering for once that hard..
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
when watching variety show in the morning.. the host
26. Do you wear toe socks?
no. for what?
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
an unknown number.
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yes.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
there is too much.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
yes!
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
No.
32. What is the colour of your room?
white and light orange..
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
why not! but make sure i dun get caught.
34. Do you believe in the saying “talk is cheap”?
see what kind of talk lor!
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
sister or brother i guess.
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
mummy.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
why ask this qns
38. Do you have a life?
yes..
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt?
No!
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
the title and lyrics.
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
someone name starts with L.
42. Last time you smiled?
i smile everyday to the mirror:)
43. Have you changed this year?
yes! i change every year.
44. What are you listening right now?
ppl talking in drama.
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
yes.. say good nite to mummy.
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open of course.
47. Is there a quote you live by?
to make someone smile you have to be happy first.
48. Do you want someone you cant have?
yes!
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
recorder in the past.. but now learning keyboard.
50. What was the worst idea you have had in this week?
going malaysia for a few hours on tuesday.
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
watching my bang bang tang concert dvd.
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
no love life.
53. What song best describe your love life?
none.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
yes! i guess.
55. Who always make you laugh?
everyone.
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
chinese lor.
57. Favourite website?
youtube.com, qinstories.blogspot.com
58. What your middle name?
qin
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
working.
60. What do you think you are like?
joker when with close friends, hot tempered
61. Who will you choose to die with?
none. i die myself can liao.. dun wish anyone to die with me.
62. Where have you been today?
when malaysia(JB) to shop.
63. What game do you play often?
psp games.
64. Who are you missing right now?
him of course.
65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
i will handle both well.
66. What are you doing right now?
Blogging and watching drama..
67. Which primary school are you from?
rulang primary school.
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
green,red,brown
69. What emotion you like to show?
:) i love to smile
70. What is your life to you?
nothing
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
keep quiet..
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
i don't go msn.
73. Who you admire most?
handsome and macho guys.
74. Which month are you born in?
november.
75. How are you feeling right now?
tired.
76. What is the time now?
11.29pm
77. Where are you now?
home.
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
blown. (dunno how to spell)
79. What is the highest alcoholic percentage you have had consume?
i dunno. i dun drink.
80. What do you do when you are moody?
nothing. stare at an area.
81. At which age you wish to get marry?
26..
82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
girlfriends.
83. Do you think you have enough confident?
sometimes only
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
sister and angeline
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yes. seen it before.
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
see what can i do that time lor.
87. What is your goal for this year?
slim down and ...
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
yes i guess.
89. What feeling do you love most?
happiness.
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
yes. the weather seems to be so sucky nowadays.
91. What feeling you hate the most?
being left alone and a crowd place.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes of course.
93. Do you believe in god?
yes. why not.
94. Who cares for you most?
not too sure.. maybe mummy ba.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
studies, family and money.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
hands.
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
getting into nursing.
98. What would you feel that everyone no longer cares for you?
sad.
99. What if your stead two-timed you?
break of course.. i hate mens like this.
100.What do you want now?
money. cause i want to buy alot of things.

try out this qns! do it and copy this to your blog.. :)

imback

2008-06-23T13:49:00.007+08:00

hi! haven been blogging for quite sometime cause busy rushing thru all the dvds that i borrow from my friend, not forgetting watch my favourite variety show and dramas from youtube and also working.. this month pay coming on 28th june.. guess what only 112 bucks.. haha so sian i want to buy alot of things lei.. the first thing i want to buy is sony ericsion G900 and it cost 368 bucks with the contact i my having now.. how? i really like that phone and where m i suppose to go dig the money out.. need to get some sponsorship.. anyone out there would like to sponsor:)?
first week of holiday have pass two more weeks to go.. will have alot of activities this two weeks and really looking forward.. hehe.. last week work for 3 days with kb and did enjoy the 3 days.. i still can't hold the highveck properly which make the dentist quite unhappy but is over i m now being trained as a receptionist no need to get scolding and faces by the dentist.. haha on sat kb help me clean my teeth and she found out that i my lack of one upper molar tooth which is the back tooth.. that why i have gaps at my upper teeth.. i would like to wear braces so to close up the gaps so on sunday i book an appointment to consult my dentist about braces and he say i have to wear for the top and the bottom and it cause $3500.. gone case my mummy comfirm won't allow me to do:(.. haix.. she ask me to do filling which is more cheap so i might be considering that lor.. yesterday my ah ma birthday so we went to her house to give her surprise..
my week just end like this.. this are some of the pictures that ma and kb took after sat work..

qinyi assistant!

the K assistant

doing x ray

show me all your teeth

kb playing with the light

yeah! i like this..

twist!!!

smile

oooooooo

hope our friendship will stay like this forever:)

we both zilian

i love this pictures.. is just us

i treasure this friendship of ours... will you? i have alot of things to share with you.. meet up soon

misuderstanding?

2008-06-14T21:39:00.011+08:00

did my post yesterday offended you? really sorry if that sentence makes you think i m scolding you but the fact is that i m not saying bout you.. is someone else.. okie? hmm.. maybe next time i will be more specfic.. trust me yea! i really treasure you as a friend:)

suppose to work today but get an off cause mummy's company treat us to watch kongfu panda.. wake up early to watch that show cause it starts at 10am, but is worth watching cause very funny.. my ah ma went too, my papa go tailand for run so never tag along.. after movie went k-box with mummy and sis.. rarely have this kind of outing so today quite enjoyable.. hehe.. home sweet home at 8 plus.

the panda show i watch..

you see i have the same green eye as the panda.. haha

waiting for the movie..

still waiting..

pls dun forget me..

yeah!

2008-06-13T18:05:00.007+08:00

finally holiday and ended my school with ic phase test.. didn't do very well for the phase test but it's over.. so too bad.. went shopping with angie at tampaniess mall, buy a very cute note book and planner.. o! i saw the stitch key holder which i have been looking for quite sometime.. no second tots and i bought it.. is very cute lor.. whaha.. we wanted to buy a t-shirt which cost 38 bucks for 2 but we dun not have enough money, so we will buy it when we going chalet.. train back home was fast as i sleep all the way.. hehe..
tuesday school end at 1 i guess and i went to make contact lens.. i bought freshlook green and angie bought freshkons grey.. ameer and ah kheong tag along and we went for kfc after buying.. i went home and put it on and i feel very uncomfortable as when i see the surrounding is very blur and i went back to ask the person and he say because you have degree and you bought a zero degree contact so you will see things blur.. wao lao you think i stupid ah my degree not high i can see without spectacles and if i see things blur then at the beginning why i buy zero degree contact lens and not a contact lens with degree instead.. haix.. really no comments.. but later one lady say is like this for the first time you wear, it will be ok few days later.. this is much more better, more professional right..
wednesday went movie with my friend to watch the chronicles of narnia prince caspian at cineleisure.. i think the show is not bad.. worth watching for 6 bucks.. but the popcorns there was very sweet they added alot of honey like is for free.. i dun wish to get diabetes you know.. saw bernie, use to be in ite dragon boat, at num working and went up to ta zhao who.. have a small chat with him.. then went for lunch at subway cause healthy ma.. hehe my friend super health so must pei him lor.. i dun like vegetable which are not cooked so i only add cucumber and tomatoes.. we ta bao and walk to takashimaya to eat.. went shopping around orchard road and home sweet home at round 6 plus 7.. enjoy my day and looking forward for the next movie.. yea!
thursday also dunno why wake up at 7 plus but i set my alarm at 8.30.. so i went to school early to join my friends for lunch.. saw lao shi and don so went over to have a chat with them.. lao shi is as nag as usual.. he did alot of talking about dragon boat and my studies.. he kept on asking if i want to come back and row but sorry lao shi really can't i will like to concentrate more on studies.. i really want to row but maybe next time.. i ask lao shi why dun he train a coxswain for girls team, he says no because no one wants.. i understand rowing is more fun.. hehe.. i wanted to go back for coxswaining but he say have to attend land training too.. :(. was quite angry with someone that day but is over la.. forgive you.. next time see me at least give me a smile or what la dun act like never see me and give me that f*** up face and walk away.. ok?
yesterday lollipop come singapore but i can't go cause got school.. stupid lor where got ppl come on weekdays de i also cannot go see you all:(. then i think come one day only lor come liao then next day fly back.. plus they come like no news de lei must listen to radio then know.. tv nv advertise.. like what sia. kuku.. saw ppl holding boards that they made to go invite them from airport.. pls la too over liao.. saw one print lollipop on the cap.. haix.. no comments.. anyway i won't go to that extend.. can see them once can liao.. i m not siao..

the movie i watch..

pikachu and me..

angie and the big bird with no neck

me and angie

us again

STITCH key holder.. very cute hor..

can't wait for 4/8 gathering.. can't wait for chalet.. hope all of it will be fun..

oursercretplan

2008-06-08T19:19:00.013+08:00

last last week this day, kb, wl and me went to give lnr a birthday surprise .. we meet at her busstop at 10pm and start discussing what to do when we reach her door steps.. i brought the cake and angeline brought the present.. we have been planning for this day for a month.. every week we at least meet up 2 times to go jurong point.. bored right? jurong point super boring la.. nth to shop also.. we decided to make a puzzle for her that have our group photo.. angeline did the edition for the photo and i sponsor the photos.. hahaha.. when we step into the lift as usual i press the open button instead of the close.. angeline started her nagging.. haha.. when reach her floor we hide behind the wall and lighted the cake, put the present at her door steps, adjust our position as we scared she can see our shadow after that kb went knocking at the door and run away to hide again.. whahaa.. waited for awhile but noone open the door making us so afraid but later audrey sis call and say wait for 5 mins then knock again.. okie we waited.. 5 mins pass and serene went knocking and run away.. audrey open the door and say who is that, at that time we came out and sing happy birthday.. she was wearing her nursing uniform as she is starting work soon.. she cried when she saw us.. we went into her house and eat the cake.. we fixed the puzzle and chat as we go along.. we all started our complains.. so happy to have this tiny gathering.. yeah! we took about 1/2 hour to fix a 300 pieces puzzle.. we went down for supper and tea and started talking again.. like ah pei right.. haha.. afterwards we went to her playground and take photos.. as usual confirm got jump jump photo.. whahaa.. we took alot of photos and have alot of fun.. time flies and is 2am already.. due to kb and wl need to work and i have to attend school the next day.. so we went home with a taxi as no more bus services liao.. reach home 2 plus and off to bed at 3.. haha.. i realised that day i say alot of stupid things and come out with alot of stupid ideas.. hope all of u are happy that day and enjoy that tiny gathering of ours.. next 28th will be pula ubin trip hope the 4 of us will go especially audrey chia ya mei.. okie? o!must thanks audrey de jie jie for helping us.. this are some photos to share..

me and serene preparing.. like our b'day right.. haha

this is audrey.. she surprise to see us.. she cried

twist.. look at her tears

after fixing the puzzle..

4 of us are very good friends.. kb, kns, lnr, wl

angeline wants to be an extra.. ppl jump she stand there and twist..

look at their faces.. we are having fun right..

finally got a jump shot.. but i wonder where is my head.. did i jump too high?

i was thinking what to do with the bar and they snap it..

they are twins sister.. stop figthing..

2 plus 2 equal 4.. hehe

close up group photos..

preparing to jump.. haha audrey so funny

yes! they did it all thanks to the photographer which is me..

i told you that we are having fun.. look at our smile.. eee

at this time we are sweating already.. very hot that night

was thinking what pose we want.. haha

and audrey came out with this.. lame right

pls dun kill me.. i surrender

last photo of the day.. can see what word is that? LOVE

one word to described "SUCCESS"

oneweek

2008-06-06T22:02:00.004+08:00

is been one week since i enter to post.. finally class test is over and one more week to school holidays.. YES! so happy..
can't hold anymore.. seriously at times really can't stand some of my friends attitude la.. really feel like going infront of that person and confront la.. kns. look who is saying ppl flirt, the fact is you yourselves is one too. one word 'sucks'. o and please look into the mirror before stepping out the house.. i hate your attitude neither do i like mine.. i dunno what happen to me this few months.. my attitude toward ppl seems to change.. is getting bad to worst.. why can't i be more patient for that little moment? need to control la...
anyway happy stuff.. hehe my friend went taiwan and i can't wait for her to come back with the stuff i want.. haha hope she remember to buy for me..
today play one game of bowling and it sucks.. my score was low lor.. maybe no mood to play ba.. haha.
anyway going to make a green colour contact lens.. going to dye my hair to brown if possible.. going to buy nums sandals green and brown i think.. going to pula ubin to ride bicycle.. going to find a job, i want to change job lei.. going to watch movies with alot of ppl in this month.. i think all the nice show i will be watching la.. haha but the problem is i NO MONEY! when is my pay coming? :( no money no life.. super sian.. this month really spend alot.. today open wallet only left with 25cents after lunch.. *sad* my parents dun print sin/us notes neither are they bosses which earn 10,000 a month.. sometimes i really wish i was some rich girl whom have money that won't spend finish so i can buy alot of things.. but afterall there will also be disadvantage lor.. life seems to be so sianzzz.
if one day i m invited to a variety show, and i start gossiping about you will you get angry? but what i want to say is that because i feel that we are so close that makes me dare to say it and i know you won't be angry afterall we are friends..

it may be fate that brings us back

busyme

2008-05-30T22:03:00.005+08:00

to me every week seems to pass very fast maybe is because i have a bunch of friends that really makes me feel like attending school everyday.. thank you girls!
ac practical test had ended and ac class test is coming very soon.. tell me how? i dun even understand what my teacher teaching lor plus the qns are all short ans qns.. die liao la.. anyway dun talk bout class test first.. today went bowling with the usual ppl.. did not have much fun as i did not play well.. play for 2 hours and went home with ameer and haikhal, angie and weixuan went back together as they play for another hour.. taking train with this 2 guys was quite fun la, we talk and talk.. i also get to know alot of things.. hehe shh.. i won't say de..
i cut my fringe on wednesday la.. not very nice, is not the one i wanted but cut liao ma what can i do.. just wait for it to grow lor.. hehe
was not very happy with one of my friend the other day, won't elaborate more here but now i m ok with that friend of mine.. anyway i did show attitude that day if not happy then please dun step on my tail again.. i can joke around with you but if you get to my limit, i really dun what is next..

i think i trust ppl too easily and i m afraid one day i m left with nothing. changing for the better.
can't wait for 11/6/08

260508

2008-05-26T20:47:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LNR aka
AUDREY CHIA YA MEI
hope you did enjoy your birthday this year.. may all ur wish come true and all the best to your A&E life..
remember that we are a team, there is no I in a TEAM, meet any problem find us. kns, kb and our new member wl will be there for you.. yeah!
will be updating the photos taken soon.. especially the one you cry.. haha

whataweekend

2008-05-25T19:22:00.001+08:00

weekend always ends fast.. i did enjoy this weekend although it is a busy one..
friday went for bowling after make up lesson, play for an hour and went home. did not play well this time but will continue to jia you de..
saturday went for work at jurong point until 1 plus 2 and went lunch with kb.. discuss about lnr birthday things and went to toys'arus to buy toy for her nephew.
sunday wake up 6am to go bedok reservoir for master series, they do not enough rower so landy ask me and ruby down to help them row.. i don't really agree to row as i feel is very unfair to those who did train but i know landy is very stress so i agree to help her and ite. first race i row left as they lack of one left rower, i feel very uncomfortable as i m a right rower and i did not have a chance to practice left rowing. so i use my arm to row for the whole 500m, which makes my left arm very ache, i can't even hold my paddle with my left hand when getting up the boat.. haha second race i took a rest. third race i row right, was quite piss off when boarding the boat because some of the junior dun understand what is alternate sit.. so i shouted at them.. we were the last team to board the boat and we dun have paddle, so we have to wait for the guys to row finish and give it to us.. by the time we reach the starting point everyone was waiting for us.. we was at the disadvantage when we started, we haven even get ready and they shouted the command liao.. like shit lor.. stupid la.. anyway we were the last for all the 3 races.. girls jia you for your next race 800m.. i really give all out for the last race but one of the guy senior dun seems to agree..was abit sad when i heard that.. anyway i most likely will be joining outside team for rowing as i really love dragon boat.. when to eat at century square after that then home sweet home.. will be going to audrey house at night to give her surprise. hehe
picture taken while waiting.

me and my partner jump jump..

veron extra.. haha

landy jasmine xinyi veron jasline and me

taken on last master series

should i improve on coxswaining or just remain as a right rower?

wedding

2008-05-24T23:22:00.004+08:00

this is a late post as i have just got the photos just now..
on 10 may 2008 i attend my cousin wedding, it was i small one but very grand. the food there was okie only but i like the door gift that i was given.. hehe i was flipping their wedding photos, i love those photos.. is so nice la.. when will it be my turn?
i have been seeing my mother's side relative this month.. alot of thing happen.. haiz..
nothing much too say, take a look at the pics.

my sister

do we look alike?

close up for you to see clearly

those who sit with me that day..

my brother and cousin

family photo.. (i love this)

tmr going for dragon boat race.. jia you everyone! ITE WOSAa

imsorry

2008-05-21T12:46:00.000+08:00

was watching news just now, they were talking about china earthquake.. is sad to see children without parents after the earthquake.. i m glad to be here in Singapore where no earthquake and stuff here.. i m glad to have my parents by my side but at times i do not know how fortunate i m to have them, i dun know what i will become without them. my father seems to be bo chap and at times i wonder if he is my father.. my mummy do chap i tell her everything, i do not have secret with her.. but at times i think she do look down on me in fact i did disappoint her.. anyway i still love each and everyone of u.. although at times i can't find love at home but thanks for everthing that u give me..

i m sorry to show you attitude today.. promise to be friends forever..

lifee

2008-05-19T11:30:00.000+08:00

work on saturday as a dental assistant.. work starts at 9am and ends at 5pm, went to play volleyball after work and came home with bruises on my arms.. -no pain no gain- i miss dragon boat. i miss those training days. i miss races. I WANT TO ROW. the two years in dragon boat was not easy, to face with losing for every race and thinking how hard we have train to get nothing. to stay on mentally must be strong, to give up half way is what i have regretted but what i know is that in my heart there is always a boat, a paddle and not forgetting lao shi and the team for the encouragement for the two years.

mix team is fun

my last race
when i m alone death is the thing that come to my mind. why m i brought to this world, i dun find a purpose of living on, i m nobody that the world needs me, i m not afraid of death afterall
"Death is the only inescapable, unavoidable, sure thing. We are sentenced to die the day we're born."

yeah!

2008-05-17T14:21:00.000+08:00

today school same same lor.. that hao lian teacher with her rubbish stories.. dun care la.. IC class test is coming and i dun even understand what my teacher is teaching now lor.. can die lei.
today is my first bowling training and it was held at downtown east. angie, kwee mei, bao fen, ah keong, ameer, eric lim and ???(dunno his name)went for the training. o! we took a cab down to downtown east -4 to a cab- the driver drive very fast at a speed of 120km/hr, fast right and he only charge us $4 for a $8 trip lei.. SUPER GOOD hor.. i am happy with my score today as this is my first time geting 2 100 and above for 31/2 games. -clap clap clap- give the average score to my teacher and left the place for lunch with my friends. went to eat mac after bowling and home sweet home... during the trip back to jurong ameer tell me about his sec sch life, seems to be very enjoying compared to mine..

game 3 i have a score of 133.. the best game i ever paly.. QY is me..

the basin very big like ramen bowl..

can see? group photo

xiao mei lor

laugh like that to be happy

tmr start work dental assistant, i wonder how will it be like?
to kaii: stop asking me to go online.. hehe

i m happy today and hope my friends around me will be happy too.. i wish to bring laughter to all of u :)

no$$liao

2008-05-14T20:34:00.000+08:00

today is wednesday and for me there is NO SCHOOL.. hahahahaha.. went bowling with kwee mei and ah kheong at chevrons. -sorry for being late hor- we reach there at round 11.20 and there is noone playing, the whole place like ours..haha was not very good today my highest score today is 90. like what sia selection coming lei.:( we play 5 games all together, ah kheong treat me for 1 round game. kwee mei play well i think she got the potential lor.. jia you you might become the next ??? that represent SIN. remember me when you become one.. hehe
after bowling we went for lunch at KFC and got this stupid cashier show me attitude la.. kns very angry sia.. my meal cost $5.70 and i gave $50 but after that i gave another 20cents.. then she throw the 20cents into the cashier thingy, walk a way and come out with a calculator.. wao lao the screen already show $44.30 then you add another 20cents can liao ma.. need to be SO ANGRY mei.. what kind of f***ing attitude you showing.. if math fail dun be a cashier... was super angry la then i gave her a stare when i m eating and she walk to my table to say sorry, of course i ignore her la but she stand there and wait for my answer so i say is okie.. but i think she apologise also got that f***ing attitude..
after makaning we went IMM haha.. went home at round 4 plus 5 to watch bai fen bai.. ya that's all for the day..

me and the 5kg ball

kwee mei the next SIN bowler.. haha

lookingback

2008-05-13T19:29:00.000+08:00

nothing much to say today but i do have lots of memories to share... hehe

randomly

mothers'day dinner.. alot hor?

man tou.. my favourite..

hehee

cute right the baby?

my last day with my colleague..

she taught me alot during my stay.. hehe

getting ready to RUN

maybe holding hands do run faster..

during the 10k WALK we have!

the 7 of us..

audrey house

i wonder whose birthday?

i really miss the times we have together..

the team that i won't forget..

ITE DRAGONBOAT WOSAA..

db was no fun without them..

special day that i won't forget..

stupidday

2008-05-13T12:43:00.000+08:00

today phase test, everything is alright but the STUPID ph meter i got sucks... the slope is only 92.7% which will give me an inaccurate reading... KNS.. then the STUPID ms fong also dun care.. whatever la if my result come out to be a C, i will fight for my grades back...

later will be having conference with lnr and kb... can't wait..
o! audrey finally found a job in mount e. YEAH! so happy for her

these are some pictures that i took with my friends on our way home.. (some very stupid de)...

angie and me outside lecture room..

in the train with xiaomao?maomao?damao?

angie and me abit siao after phase test..

anewbegining

2008-05-12T08:18:00.001+08:00

finally finish the blogskin that i wanted for quite sometime. school started for a month and i love the new friends i have met and i m happy to have them as my friends. haha. went back to college east again but this time is higher nitec in biotech, i have no idea why i choose this course which is not related to nursing at all but i did enjoy for the past one month. i know that more tougher chemistry will be there waiting but i will finish the race. yea! tmr is my phase test and as usual haven really prepare till the last min. o! hope i will be tested on ph meter and not the rest.
lastly i would like to wish all mummies
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY